what the. .???

Assalamualaikum fellas. . :)
how is ur day today? i gettin' crazy now. .why? koz i feel so alone. . :( pity me. .today i feel so alone when i heard a song that make me remember him. .such a stupid idiot. .tired and buzy today. .my blog feels so empty too. .bad people on the road. .what the heck?

i miss my friends a lot. i miss my school. i miss anything about school. but sure i don't miss those homework which can make my mind gone crazy. hate it. hehe. i remember when it schooling time in the morning, i just can't wait the recess time. at the end of recess time, which is studying in class or laboratory then i cant't wait the end of periods. so i can go back home happily.

but i always walking alone when back from school. most of my friends use motorcycles and they parents fetch them. i'm feel so jealous. hehehe. no la.  it is okay. but just a certain feeling when u're walking alone at some unknown street it feel like u in a another side of world. everyone looks like a bad person to u. this is what i feel when i walk alone. :D i hate dogs. no matter the dogs is cute or small or something that can be adorable. i just can't bear when the dogs close to me. it just like. euuuwww. what the heck? *actually i afraid of dog*.

at least i'm a cat lover. but for now ours cat is just one and only which is it's name is BOBOI. that cat gettin' older now. no more naughty action such as catching the rats in front of our eyes. hehehe. i think i will get some cat or kittens soon. just wait and see la.  :)


sincerenly:
edited girl  ♥ 

don't think too much

Assalamualaikum. .
i feel really bad now. .donno why. .i miss him maybe? but just a few days ago we texting eah other and unfortunately he . . . .. . .blurrss. .i am a flower girl now. .wahaahhaa. .not the flower girl that right in ur mind ok. .i'm working at the flower shops a.k.a florist. .hehehhee. .it is a tired job even it just a part time job. .waaa. .so tired today. .i had a backache. .all my joints feels hurts. .hehehe. .hmm. .i miss his messages. .hehehehe. .so flirt right?

i learn many things from him. .he told me how the real life is. .what the good yo. .i hate hurting his feeling. .i hate myself for that. .still thinking about my mistakes towards him. .i hate for make me like this. .i hate u koz u make me crazy about u. .i keep thinking about u everywhere i go and anytime. .

sometime when i saw a handsome boy. .and i think i had fall in LIKE with that boy. .suddenly ur name come across my mind. .i must be a loyal lover to u. .heheheh. .i know i will hurting u if i had an affair. .i love u so much. .i believe we will meet each other one day although u are still far far away from me. .wakaka. .simply in love right?

i don;t know how to write better in english but i try again and again until my english being so good. .hehehehe. .whats a broken english! oh my english. .i'll write a story in english oe day. .hehehhe. .just wait and see. .


sincerenly:
edited girl  ♥